Thursday, December 31, 2009

I Dreamed a Dream

There was a time when love was blind,
And the world was a song,
And the song was exciting,
There was a time and it all went wrong.

I dreamed a dream in time gone by, When hope was high and life worth living.
I dreamed that love would never die, I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid, and dreams were made and used and wasted.
There was no ransom to be paid, No song unsung, no wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night with their voices soft as thunder.
As they turn your hope apart, As they turn your dreams to shame.

And still I dream he’d come to me, That we would live the years together.
But there are dreams that cannot be, and there are storms we cannot weather.

I had a dream my life would be so different from the hell I’m living.
So different now from what it seemed,
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

taken from Les Miserables' song lyrics

Sunday, December 27, 2009

No Idea

Saat aku memandang keindahan alam, mengagumi angkasa, mencoba untuk memahami alur kehidupan, tidak ada seorang pun yang tahu ataupun menyadarinya.

Saat aku beranjak di anak tangga tertinggi kehidupan, aku menjadi asing dari lingkunganku sendiri, seolah aku tidak pernah ada di kehidupan ini.

Ohh, beginikah rasanya setetes racun yang keluar dari batang hijau kehidupan..